Sunday 10 April 2022

grief is not unprecedented

My dear, when I tell you about hope,

I want you to imagine

the sweat dropping off Hajra’s skin

as she insistently runs for water

in the midst of the desert.

I want you to feel

the pain and the strength

of a father like Ibrahim

when he looked into his son’s eyes

as a sacrifice to God;

Feel the betrayal in Yusuf’s heart

when his own flesh and blood

tossed him away like garbage

and the thick darkness inside a whale

where Yunus resided, alone.

I want you to picture the wide sea

in front of your feet

as Musa fled from the pharaoh

and how terrified Asiyah must’ve been

as she resisted her violent husband.

Scream, as Bilal’s bones get crushed

while his mouth uttered the shahada

and wonder how Rasulullah

could still continue his path

as blood was flowing down his head

and soiled meat was thrown at him.

And maybe then

when you see it all, feel it all, imagine it all,

you would learn that

thirst didn’t win over Hajra and Ismael,

and Ismael wasn’t slayed.

Neither did Yusuf end up unsuccessful

and Yunus forgotten.

Musa and his people still crossed the sea,

Bilal saved out of nowhere

and Muhammad’s mission is blooming

like never before -

because my dear

hope means not seeing an escape yourself,

but knowing that Allah

always does.